cRyinG the c0nFuSion inSiDe :(

i feel like im fooling him...but i do try okayy...
i juz CAN'T....so i juz be honest wif him..
if i can..i dun wanna go through the rest of the nite...
...feeling guilty...sorry...
get me the hell out of this crazy situation...
i damn confuse of my own feeling b4...
i thought i can love him..but still!
i dun feel like we're compatible n comfortable with each other..
we're barely know each other...i know it'll be complicated..
n yeah, myb it takes me 4ever 2b in love enough 2 start a relationship...
plus,im not much in2 it..unless i've found
the 1
i mean not now...
i'm not ready 4 that commitment yet...
its really not my priority....
i dun feel like having a relationship 4now...
i enjoy my life the way it is now...being around my family n frens...
i dun hv space 4 love yet...myb soon...
coz i do hv sm1 in the top chart....he had been there 4me all this while...
long enough 2 make me me feel like i no longer can live in a world where there's no him...
...where i can b myself n share everything....
huhuuuuuu :(